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Leticia Stegall owned a business, paid taxes and had a teenage daughter who was a US citizen, but Ice deported her anyway
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Leticia Stegall still runs the Blue Line bar. Drawing up the rotas. Ordering barrels of beer. Encouraging the staff to put the TVs on, the umbrellas out and clear the tables quicker.
But now she does it from exile, peering at her laptop and a video stream from cameras dotted between the ice hockey memorabilia lining the bar close to downtown Kansas City.
I still have the income from the bar. Im not trying to live on 200 pesos ($10) a day. But its still a nightmare, Stegall said by video call from the Mexican port city of Veracruz, where she currently lives after being deported and leaving her popular city bar and her family behind in America.
Stegall had long feared the moment that arrived one morning in March 2018 when her car was surrounded by agents from Immigration and Customs Enforcement (Ice) as she pulled out of her driveway. She told herself they wouldnt deport a woman with a teenage daughter who is a US citizen, and who jointly owned a business with her American husband that created jobs and paid hefty taxes to the US Treasury.
Stegall, 42, was still making the same arguments as she was pushed across a bridge back to Mexico four days later.
More than a year on, shes fighting to get back to the US and grappling with anger at what she sees as the futility of ripping apart a family to make a political point.
Theyre not deporting the cartels, the criminals, because they cant find them. Theyre deporting the wrong people because were in the system. They know where to find us, the easy targets, she said.
Sitting at a table at the Blue Line, her daughter, Jennifer, and husband, Steve, accept that Letty, as shes known in the family, had been in the country illegally for nearly two decades after paying a smuggler to bring her across the border.
She turned to the federal courts but that process was still making its way through the machine when Ice arrived.
Stegall was held in the county jail. Four days later, her lawyer obtained a writ from a federal judge requiring she be brought to court. By then she was shackled and on a plane stuffed with deportees.
To fly me with chains around my waist and ankles as though I was a criminal was awful, she said.
Stegall and her family insist that Ice was aware of the court order and defied it. The immigration service said it only received it after she left the country.
By evening Stegall was standing at the frontier in Brownsville, Texas.
They dropped me off on the border and said, Now you can go. I said, Where? I dont know anybody here on the border. The guy was, If you knew how to cross the border to get here 20 years ago, you should know your way back, she said.
Stegall made her way to Veracruz where her parents live.
I didnt have time to say goodbye to my daughter. She went to school and I was gone. I cant imagine how she felt when they tell her mom is not coming home, she said. I started getting sick, losing my hair like crazy. I had bald patches everywhere. I missed my daughters graduation and signing for college.
The separation has taken its toll on Jennifer too.
Ive always had good grades and they were so bad. I told my mom. She was mad, she said.
Jennifer eventually graduated from high school and begins studying to be a nurse next month. She visits her mother during the holidays but struggles with her absence.
Stegall is aware that much of the legal process to remove her from the country took place when Barack Obama was president.
Obama did things that started this crackdown on immigrants. Yes, its true. But something changed. They say Obama built the cages but he wasnt attacking people the way Trump is doing it, she said.
So how does she respond to a president who says, correctly, that she came to the country illegally?
Whos going to cut the tomatoes? Not his family. And isnt his wife an immigrant? Arent her parents immigrants? Whos going to do the roofing? Whos going to wash dishes in the restaurants? This country was built up by immigrants, she said.
At the Blue Line, Steve steers clear of politics with his customers. He knows there are plenty of Trump supporters among his patrons.
They hate it that Lettys gone. They think Lettys one that needs to be here, but They always have the but, he said.
Stegall is not without hope. She can apply for an immigrant visa through her marriage to Steve. But because of her deportation she faces a bar on returning to the US for a decade. Stegall is appealing, but she is afraid.
I dont know how much worse things are going to get. Not just for me but all the immigrants in the country, she said.
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